Sunday, 30 May 2010

Where do I belong?

First of all I have to say a BIG 'Thank You' to everybody who made the year in Edinburgh as fantastic as it was. I loved being there, the city and uni are great. Especially, I found things I have lost or forgotten over time, like having fun with studying. While this was not very fun or good at all in my last semester in Germany, it was really fun again in Edinburgh.

Now, that I'm back in Germany for already 34 hours, I still feel like being at the wrong place. At the beginning, it was more like going on vacation, but with knowing that you never go back to the starting point. Really weird! Right know I don't really feel like I should be here. It is nice meeting your old friends again, but it is strange at the same time, kinda hard to explain.

This raises again the question for me: where is home? Or what is home?

Unfortunately there is no way back to the life in the burgh. One more chapter is closed, with loads of good memories, new friends and experiences I won't miss for anything in the world!

I'm not even sure if I would like to go back there, again, for longer. If you go abroad for a certain time, this place has something special about it. Which, I think, it will lose if you decide to go there again or even stay for a longer period of time. Luckily, there are much more places to explore around the world.

Time to see what the next chapter has to offer, even if it is quite hard to image right now, what this would be like, at least in Germany...

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